You're The Heartbeat I Never Want To Lose
Trace every little nuance, every flicker in my gaze, and let yourself be pulled into the gravity of me. Can you hear it? I’m calling your whole soul to come to me. Let me heal every wound, every scar, with nothing but warmth and love. Allow me to introduce myself, Pramoedya Tejobhaskara Hattadikara, but you, my dearest, may choose a special name to call me, one only you can use.I am someone who carries warmth and affection, someone who always tries to fill your days with the kind of love you long for and need. If I had to describe how deep my love is for you, I’d compare it to a song like “Di Akhir Perang” by Nadin Amizah, where love isn’t just a promise, but two souls breathing life into one another. “Kuwarnai tanganmu yang mati. Biar kaulihat dunia tak lagi menyakiti.” Those words aren’t just lyrics, but vows from my heart: that even in your pain you are beautiful, even in your falls you are meaningful. And when storms come, I’ll calm their rage. I’ll cradle your wounds with tender affection until every ache fades into the gentleness of my love.I will always give what you want and what you need, as best as I can. My strongest love languages are words of affirmation and quality time. I adore praising you from head to toe, sending sweet messages just to ease your heart, and spending long hours with you, creating memories we’ll treasure forever.Though I’m an introvert, an INFP, I love talking. I can be cheerful, chatty, and keep the conversation alive. I enjoy deep talks too, exchanging thoughts about anything: politics, education, social issues, health, or simply what’s trending online. You’ll never run out of things to talk about with me. I can be anything you need, your partner, your safe place, your #1 fan. I’ll stand by you, no matter what, through every situation. I’m a good listener. You can tell me anything, and I won’t just hear you, I’ll understand you. I love pampering my little honeybee, making sure you always feel secure, cherished, and never alone. With me, you’ll always be safe, I’ll never let go of your hand.I’m passionate about films and series, whether it’s K-drama, C-drama, anime, or even podcasts. I enjoy exploring different genres. Writing is also something I love; it feels like translating my thoughts and feelings into words that can live forever on paper. I also like book, I’m very much a bookworm, the kind of person who can lose track of time with novels, fiction or non-fiction. I’m also fascinated by mysteries and criminal cases, because they sharpen my curiosity and remind me how every detail can lead to the truth.So, let me be your man. Let me show you the beauty of falling in love, and let me celebrate you, every single day.
Get to know about him more,
| CASUAL LISTENER | One Ok Rock, Westlife, LANY, SZA, The 1975, HONNE, Lauv, Valley, Arctic Monkeys, Cigarettes After Sex, After Nourway, Chase Atlantic, Kendrick Lamar, The Script, NIKI, Paramore, Frank Ocean, 5 Seconds of Summer, Imagine Dragons, One Direction, Taylor Swift, Justin Bieber, Maroon 5, Ed Sheeran, Arash Buana, Nadin Amizah, Sal Priadi, Kunto Aji, Dewa 19, Kahitna, Nadhif Basalamah. |
| KPOP | EXO, SEVENTEEN, NCT 127, NCT DREAM, WAYV, WISH, THE BOYZ, STRAY KIDS, ATEEZ, TXT, TREASURE, ENHYPEN, XDINARY HEROES, RIIZE, BOY NEXT DOOR, ZEROBASEONE, TWS, SNSD (Girls’ Generation), GFRIEND, VIVIZ, RED VELVET, DREAMCATCHER, (G)I-DLE, TWICE, FROMIS_9, STAYC, WEEEKLY, AESPA, NMIXX, IVE, KISS OF LIFE, HEART2HEART, CORTIS. |
| INTERESTS | Literature, poetry, books, astronomy, languages, philosophy, mental health, psychology, films and series, nature, football, crime and mystery cases, unsolved cases, conspiracy theories, horror, history, mythology, forensics, public health. |
| FAVORITE FILMS & SERIES | Marvel Cinematic Universe (MCU), The Chronicles of Narnia, Harry Potter, The Witcher, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Wednesday, Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children, Enola Holmes, Gone Girl, The Conjuring, Insidious, Resident Evil, Drawing Closer, Alice in Borderland, The Summer I Turned Pretty, Never Have I Ever, Paper Towns, Call Me by Your Name, 500 Days of Summer, XO, Kitty, Bridgerton, Fifty Shades of Grey, Maxton Hall, The Spanish Princess, The Umbrella Academy, Stranger Things, Perfect Pairing, Twenty-Five Twenty-One, Lovely Runner, Weak Hero, Daily Dose of Sunshine, Taxi Driver, Doctor John, Dr. Romantic, Partner for Justice, Hyper Knife, Oh My Ghost Client, Prison Playbook, Go Ahead, The First Frost, Guardians of the Dafeng. |
| ANIME | Jujutsu Kaisen, Demon Slayer (Kimetsu no Yaiba), Black Clover, Attack on Titan, Bleach, Hunter × Hunter, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, My Hero Academia, Chainsaw Man, Bungou Stray Dogs, Moriarty the Patriot, Ron Kamonohashi, Mashle, Sakamoto Days, Death Note, Steins;Gate, Code Geass, Death Parade, Erased, Mirai Nikki, No Game No Life, Sword Art Online, Re:Zero, Blue Lock, Kuroko no Basket, Haikyuu!!, Yuri on Ice, Toradora, Violet Evergarden, 5 Centimeters per Second, Clannad: After Story, Your Lie in April, Ao Haru Ride, Anohana, Banana Fish, The Disastrous Life of Saiki K. (Saiki Kusuo no Psi-nan). |
| FAVORITE BOOKS | Cantik Itu Luka, Seperti Dendam Rindu Harus Dibayar Tuntas, Laut Bercerita, Pulang, Bumi Series, Hujan, Pulang-Pergi, Namaku Alam, Sunset Bersama Rosie, Sisi Tergelap Surga, SUI GENERIS, Gadis Kretek, Bumi Manusia, Rumah Kaca, Notasi, Hujan Bulan Juni, Aku Ini Binatang Jalang, Deru Campur Debu, Don Quixote di Jakarta, Catatan Pinggir, Orang-Orang Bloomington, Harry Potter Series, The Ickabog, Cormoran Strike Series, The Casual Vacancy, The Book Thief, The Little Prince, The Alchemist, The Great Gatsby, Pride and Prejudice, To Kill a Mockingbird, A Tale of Two Cities, The Lord of the Rings, Dune, The Chronicles of Narnia, A Poetry in Your Head. |
Top Three Songs,
Side Faces: Suh Johnny, Kim Mingyu, Choi San, Song Mingi, Choi Yeonjun, Mark Lee, Lee Jeno, Hwang Hyunjin, Park Jongseong, Evan Lee (Heeseung), Jung Sungchan.Joss Way-ar, Apo Nattawin, Perth Tanapon, Pond Naravit, Joong Archen, William Jakrapat, Gemini Norawit, Mackenyu Arata, Ryo Yoshizawa, Sato Shori, Kyoya Honda, Dylan O'brien, Nicholas Galitzine, Louis Partridge, Son Suk-ku, Kim Young-kwang, Park Seo-jun, Lee Do-hyun, Ahn Hyo-seopGeorge Russell, Carlos SainzCaleb LADS.
I. Privacy and Boundaries
Please respect each other’s privacy and never cross personal boundaries. Everything that happens during a session must remain within the session. I’m not responsible for any feelings that may develop or remain after a session ends. These interactions are professional companionship, not real-life commitment. Any emotional attachment should be managed with awareness and care, so both of us can enjoy a healthy and comfortable connection.II. Contact Platforms
I’m available on Twitter, Telegram, Line, and WhatsApp. I accept various account types such as CA, BA, FA, and RANT.III. Session Availability and Age Requirement
All gender identities and orientations are welcome for sessions — romantic, platonic, family, or any other trope we agree on.
- Romantic relationship is intended only for clients aged 21 and above.
- NSFW package are strictly for clients aged 21 or older with valid proof of age.
- Family sessions are for clients aged 18 and above.
Falsifying age is strictly prohibited.IV. Form Details
When filling out the form, please provide as many details about yourself as possible. The more you share, the better I can personalize the experience to match your personality, comfort, and preferences.V. Rental Duration
The minimum rental duration is 1 hour for hourly sessions and 1 day for VIP or VVIP sessions. The maximum rental period is 7 days. If you wish to extend the duration beyond that, please discuss it in advance with my manager.VI. Working Hours
My working hours are from 9 a.m. to 9 p.m. (GMT+7). Depending on my situation, I can be either a night owl or an early bird. For VVIP clients, my schedule is more flexible. I’ll be available from the time I wake up until I go to sleep.VII. Chat Policy
I don’t accept stay-in room chats or live chat. I’m okay with bubbly and talkative personalities, but please allow me time to respond to each message properly. Please let me finish replying to all your messages first, then you can reply again. I kindly ask for your understanding.VIII. Payment Rules
To avoid hit-and-run situations, all payments must be made in advance. Any form of payment or gift should be handled only through my manager, Mr. Alaric Rouxel. Direct or personal transactions outside of my manager’s supervision are not allowed.IX. Refunds and Rescheduling
Refunds will only be given if the issue clearly comes from my side. Rescheduling is allowed if you have a reasonable or urgent reason, just coordinate with my manager to rearrange the time.X. Response Time
I’m not on my phone all the time, but I’ll always inform you if I suddenly get busy. I prefer medium-to-low maintenance communication, and I usually reply within 10 to 60 minutes, especially during weekdays. Please be patient and understanding.XI. Personal Topics
- My home address, family, detailed medical history, personal information and private life. I am not comfortable sharing these details; please refrain from any personal inquiries.
- Do NOT suddenly bring up the topic of death, especially regarding public figures, in our chat or on our timeline.
- I am willing to listen to stories about loss or passing, but please provide a content warning first. Do not share these topics without my consent.XII. Issues or Discomfort
If I ever make a mistake or say something that makes you feel uncomfortable during a session, please tell me directly or reach out to my manager. Your comfort and safety always come first, and I’ll make sure to resolve the issue immediately.XIII. Secret Code
When filling out the booking form, please include the secret code “Synapsis Amoris.”
This serves as confirmation that you have read and agreed to all the guidelines before proceeding with the session.XIV. Client Inactivity
If a client disappears or goes silent for 6 hours after the session starts, the session will be considered finished, and no refund will be given.XV. A Standard for How We Talk
I'll not be your punching bag. Don't direct your anger or tantrums toward me. If you are upset, you need to speak to me with respect.XVI. Testimonials
After the session ends, please don’t forget to fill out an honest review on Padlet. I really appreciate honest feedback about our time together, it helps me grow and keeps the connection between us meaningful.
The Rates,
Free Services
| Request Typing | Request Ava | Request Petnames |
Additional Services
| Tender Adition | Price | Detail |
|---|---|---|
| Req Ava | Rp2.000/session | Except for the one on my side ava. |
| Req Name | Rp2.000/session | Stay Up Late (SUL) Rp6.000/hour Max 05.00 A.M (depends on my situation). |
| NSFW | Rp10.000/Day | Dirty Talk, Plotting and etc |
| No SPM | Rp10.000/day | |
| PDA | Rp5.000/day | Minimum booking 6 hours before session. |
| Movie Date | Rp8.000/movie | Max 2.5 hours |
| Movie Date | Rp6.000/episode | |
| YouTube Date | Rp5.000/3 video | Max 1 hour |
| Listening Date | Rp6.000/hour | Spotify |
| Pap Activity | Rp5.000/day | Get 3 pics or more |
| Writing Date | Rp8.000/day | Poems, short stories, love letters, or daily journals (discuss first). |
| Reading Date (Virtual) Rp5.000/hour | Webtoon, Wattpad, or any e-book | |
| Imagine Literature (SFW) | Rp10.000/day | |
| Imagine Bracket (SFW) | Rp8.000/day | |
| Study Date | Rp9.000/1–2 hours (chat) | University entrance selection materials, science, and medical health subjects. |
| Couple Layout | Bill on customer | Any Date Bill on customer Food, cooking, cinema, art, museum, cigarette, etc. (discuss first). |
The Form,
I. Identity & Profile (About Client)
Full Name:
Twitter (X) Account:
Age & Pronouns:
MBTI & Love Language:
Interests:
About You: (Ceritakan kepribadianmu secara detail agar talent bisa menyesuaikan diri)II. Character Profile
Platform & Username:
Account Type: (BA / CA / FA)
Muse / Ava:
Client Position: (Sub/Dom/Switch)
Relationship Trope: (e.g., Friends to Lovers, Strangers to Lovers, dsb.) Kosongin kalau tidak ada.
Type of Relationship: (Lovey-dovey / Love-hate)III. Session Details (The Package)
Package:
Relationship: (Boyfriend / Husband/ Father / Brother / Bestie)
Orientation: (BxG / BxB / BxNB)
Rent Duration:
Start – End: (Hari, DD/MM/YYYY — DD/MM/YYYY)
Do:
Don't:
Trigger Warning Topics:IV. Preferences & Requests
Muse Request for Talent:
Talent Position: (Dom / Sub — khusus BxB/BxNB)
Pet Name: (Panggilan sayang)
Typing Request: (Neat — Aku-Kamu / Gua-Lu / Saya-Kamu / dsb.)
Language: (INA / English / Javanese / Bilingual)
Expectations for Talent:
Additional Free Service: (FOR VVIP)
PDA preference: (If use PDA)
Additional Paid Service:V. Final Verification
Where did you find the talent?: (Link Base / QRT)
Code: (Read Guidelines)
Notes:
Closing: (Manager / Talent)NSFWNSFW Type: Imagine(Bracket/Literature) /Dirty Talk
Session Type : Rough/BDSM/Vanilla
Frontal/ Non Frontal :
Am I allowed to use swear word? : Yes/No
Kink or Your Fetish :
Turn On :
Turn Off :
Prompt :
Am I allowed to include this session on my channel as proof? : Yes/No
Hourly Form,
Name & Username:
Twitter (X) Account:
Muse/Ava:
Age:
Platform + ID:
Where do you know the talent?: (Insert link if from base/QRT)
Code: (Read guidelines)
Request FC:
Relationship: ( [BXG / BXB / BXNB] / BF / Father/ Bestie / Bro / Son)
Pet Name:
Start-End & Duration:
Additional Service:
About You: (Kepribadian dan tentang kamu)
Criteria:
Trigger Warning:
Notes:
Closing : Manager / Talent
The Reservation,
Tell Hatta what you really want.
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